The world is unfair to everyone !

I was redoing the Famine 30's programme book.

I searched for photos from web.

And I saw many pictures. Suddenly, my tears dropped.

How can the world be so unfair to everyone ?!

Those hungry poor people was treated so unfairly !

Why are they suffering so unwell and full of sadness ?!

And why are we living like in the heaven but still complaining of this and that and everything , why are we still thinking that we're unlucky and not happy ?

I do regret now. Cause yesterday, I preferred to make a cold-battle with my mum and shouted at her. For, LionDance.

Guess what ? I was crying just now. =(

I'm so sorry mum. I shouldn't be like that.

Between, thanks mummy. She finally agreed to let me join.

I apologized to you for what I did.

Since this, I think that, more people over the other side of Earth are more unlucky and been treated so unfair than me.

I cried because of I'm joining Famine 30 and get the hungry-power from living in hunger.

I cried because of complaining here of my mum.

I cried because I saw those photos , hungry and thin as a stick children grabbing the food and asking for food.

I cried because of I'm a lucky kid.

From now on, don't waste food.

We're in heaven now. We're lucky. We're not as strong as those poor and hungry people !

Cause we always get the best thing, but how about them ?

Wondering if we change our life with them, so how do we live ?

Famine 30

Is an awesome camp best ever.

Let's get the power and strength.

Let's hungry together but having fun with campers !

Let's shout and say 'NO' to poorness and hunger !

Lastly , thanks mummy but sorry too.

Daddy Mummy I love you two :)

SIAO.

=(

"Jie, can I join lion dance ? Help me persuade mum ler. She doesn't want to let me join."

"I'm object also. Don't join. It's not suitable for girls. Very tough one."

"But my girl friend said girls' training is much more relax than boys'. My form teacher suggest us to join too. And next year don't have any big formal exams. So that we will not be so stressful."

"Because lion dance don't have enough member, sure your teacher asks you to join. Strictly not to join. It's very tough job. I'm afraid you will be regret then. Listen to my advise ok?"

"Yor....Just one time. Last edi. Senior 2 and 3 I have really stressful life. Senior 1 is just only a chance."

....No reply.....

I was wondering if sister agreed me to join LionDance, so that mum can consider some and let me join too.

But..........heart-broken when I was sms-ing with my eldest sister , to ask her to persuade mum for letting me to join LionDance.

Attracted by it when dear told me all about their new-year-life spending on the LionDance.

Between, I'm a HIN HUA STUDENT. And I admit that I'm an active girl. If I don't participate, I MUST BE REGRET !

Weell.

I was crying just now when persuading my mum about this stuff.

I'm so sad. Disappointed.

Really. Spending my New Year on travelling. For me, that's a waste.

Yeah. I truly think that's waste.

The 15 age for me, I should take part in many many kind of beneficial's activities.

Cause I'm still young. Why don't let me ?! I'm so sad right now.

I want make my teenage life wonderful and cheerful !

Argh...

GOD BLESS ME !

Let my mum AGREEEE me !

If not, I want to stop eating from now.

Cool-battle with my mum.

That's all.

I beg you ! =(

HAIZZZZZZZZZZ !

SIAO.

Latest post. ;p

Buahaha.

Nothing to say actually.

But only ' I love you ' ! My dearest hubby 38zai. =)

Haiz.

These few days quite moody man.

I don't know why.

In class, acting like a soul-less human.

Sorry la. Anyway. Being like a fierce 'tigress' , but , please don't annoy me. I will 'eat' you ! :D

Make me laugh please........

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !

Idiot -.-

Alright.

I'm still worrying about the Art Folio.

Still hasn't come out.

I gonna finish it on one day.

MUST !

Alarm needed. =(

- All the love I gave, I'm giving now and always

are all true.

Please. DO NOT DOUBT ! -

I always love you. =)

Decrease all the unnecessary's argument. That's sucks !

No matter what la, we WON'T break into two .

=)

Okay.

Notes are confusing me always.

My geography notes and biology notes haven't touched yet.

SUCKER -.-

Famine 30, Pandora World Organization !

You rock our life, their life, ALL OF US !

I'm loving it ! Let's dance and sing and rescue and donate !

No poorness around the earth !

And umm...........

Last Saturday, 17.07.2010.

Our Drama Society performed a huge stage show.

Named : Legend of Liu Ji Sheng.

Description : Touching ! Awesome ! Fucking attractive !

I still remember : 嗨 ~ 陈嫂 ~ Muahahaha. Quite funny.

If they make a video clip something as Movie.

Sure, can get a result to0 =)

Keep moving forward , Drama Society ! :D

Owh...

Gotta... SLEEP !

Nitez.

OHYEAH !

Tomorrow's Casie's dear's b'day !

Wish him Happy Birthday =)

SIAO.

紫色 - 情人节 :)

Wow. 真巧..

今天去绑牙了..

终于 ! =)

跟标题有什么关系 ?

哦~ 因为我放的rubber bands是紫色的 ^^

刚好今天正式紫色情人节 ~

好巧好巧 =)

希望姐妹们也去绑牙 xDxD

要绑，就不要说痛 !

这是dear说的..

也对啦.. 自己心甘情愿要绑，干嘛还说痛..

干脆不要说.. 这是自己要的 =)

所以，我不再说痛了 !

全新的我 ~

Siao Siao绑牙蘑菇妹 =)

SIAO.

Peace :D

Yeaaaaaaaaaaas !

2 more days on counting.

Shit. I'm a little bit afraid of that case by the way.

Wait for me. Senior 2, all new me =)

Say CHEEEEEEEESE .

Considering to join LionDance =(

Scared mum won't let me take part.

Cause....maybe is the reason that I can't celebrate Chinese New Year with family.

Otherwise, they are worried about I'll become black.

No matter how, I hope I can join.

But......transport is a problem too.

So.........ARGH ! NO MATTER HOW, I MUST JOIN !

Owhhhhhhhhhhs..................hit !

Yesterday went Dandelion's concert with dear and his friends.

And my classmates too.

But I left them and I sat with dear.

Sorry guys >.<

Between, Dandelion's concert was awesome.

But some parts, I missed them.

I got diarrhoea for half an hour , inside the toilet !

LOL. I was so upset, I missed my favorite song ! Colours Of The Wind !

Aiya, whatever la. I felt so comfortable after getting out of toilet. Hehe =)

ErrrrrrrrrrrErrrrrrrrrrrrrr.............errrrrr

After watching this concert, I felt like.........................wanna to join Dandelion's choir.

But since, many tells that .... It only recruit those people who have nice look.

I felt.............like..................they already adopted a realistic attitude.

How can it be... Aiks.

I was so tired of that. Even if it is not the truth.

Disappointed. We should have good qualities of singing.

And Dandelion is a singing choir. Not an idol group. Shouldn't be like that.

Huh.. Dream-broken. Ki--chak--

SIEN LA !

So many tests coming this week.

I AM SO OUT OF MIND NOW !

Studies ? PISSSSSSSED LA PLEASE !

* I know I can't . =(

SIAO.

iiiiiiiiiiiiiiish !

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I AM SO NERVOUS AND EXCITED !

MY DAY OF TEETH-BRACING IS COMING ON 14th OF JULY.

GUESS WHAT ?! NEXT WEDNESDAY ! 4 DAYS COUNTINGDOWN FOR !

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR ! SO SO SO SO SO EXCITED LAH !

SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT ! HAHAHA !

ALL NEW ME !

BRACED-FACE WITH 'PACIFIC OCEAN' ON MY FOREHEAD !

HAHA ! BORING AND LAME ! I KNOW THAT !

BUT WHATEVER, I'M REALLY REALLY GOT MAD NOW !

EVEN STILL HAVE 4 DAYS TO THE DAY.

ARRRRRRRRRRRR . >.<

Alright.

Done my release. Phew ==

Pardon me. I'm very excited now. Still.

Gosh.

God damn lah !

Aiks.

Stressful now pun. Exams are coming soon. Very very very soon.

Okay.

This noon went to MBO Cinema with dear.

Wow. DAMN COLD LA !

Giving good advice, you should bring along your blanket to there. Not only jacket.

I BET !

ARGH. Maybe that building is all new. And the air-conds are new too.

So....and between, that building belongs to our high school's chairman =)

Ya. Rich people, sometimes do spend money with super duper trooper hyper big digits.

Anyway, as a HH student, we should 'bong can' more la. HAHA.

If you are convenient, please bring your blanket. T.T

I scared you will be frozen in that cinema . LOL

When I reached there, WOW.

SHOCKED.

It's the most beautiful and the most standard cinema I haven't ever seen before.

TGV cinema, ya. Nice. But MBO, is AWESOME !

But the fact is, MBO's theatre quite small man. =.=

And the seat, in TGV, A roll is the front. But MBO get A roll is the last roll.

Just now, I pick G roll. That receptionist keep ' huh ' -ing.

Sia Sui la. She told me G is the front one.

Pekcek ==

Teeehee.

Quite funny la actually. ' Bai Wu Long ' =))

245, the movie started.

We watched Flirting Scholar 2.

Not bad, funny. Haha.

Actually, I didn't pay much attention on that movie . LOL

4 something we left.

Both of us walking through the highway and get to the opposite waiting for the bus.

Few minutes later we reached at HH.

Errr.. I was..................em...................... HAPPY AND CHEERFUL ^^

Thanks , my dearest dear. =)

Owh..

My neighbour's son will be getting married on next week I think.

Tonight, they have buffet =)

I'm going later on.

SO, I gotta go.

Shower, Dressing.

Go ~

SIAO.

The day before tomorrow.

久久..

哈哈.. Stupid ==

Anyway, hope we are together always and forever =)

Dear Lee Aing Leng aka 38zai , I'm yours and you're mine ! ^^

I've got so many tests this week.

And.. Tomorrow is another basketball match.

Our class girl opponents are from S1SJ.

HAIZ. Mou Ngan Tai man !

They got so many school teammates.

And one of them is basketball team.

So how can we win them ?

iiiiiiiiiiish. I've no mood and attention to that match.

It's..............such annoying and desperate. =(

I hate it. I really hate. I do really hate it !

SUCKER . HAHA

Tired.

Moody.

Useless.

Disappointed.

Sick of everything.

And sometime, especially you.

=(

Borrowed book from friends , reading friends' story book , not allowed .

Fine. I'll return them all to him.

I mentioned , it's definitely and absolutely DIFFICULT to fall in love with other guys.

I mean except ONLY YOU.

Just now, I was so moody and sad.

I'm so sorry about that.

What I can do is clear all the relation from friends with male of sex.

Are you satisfied with all this ? Fine. If you don't believe me, I'm done. K. I'm really done.

Between, the 99th day, I don't want to quarrel, I don't want to cry, and I beg you !

Please.

I've wanted a firm trust from you for so long.

I still can't get it. =(

Many time we argued cause of boys.

What for ?

Facebook, I'm quit !

I've quited already. I mean ALREADY. Emphasize it , ALREADY QUITED.

All right. I'm really done. Fine.

I listen to you. My fault, always.

Tears, please do not drop. =(((((

I beg you and him. =(((

PLEASE.

Fine. Bad memories are not allowed us to rewind !

Okay.

Yesterday, was pass tense after all.

So, just forget it !

It's not a big deal by the way. And why am I so heart-broken yesterday ?

Cheh. I was crazy of you I think.

Crying is not a way to solve the problems.

But is the way to release the feel that you're not suppose to be.

Anyway, cries make me feel better.

Thanks my dear comma. =) I'm feeling really better right now.

Huh.. I was so so so so so so stupid ! IDIOT ! yesterday !

What am I angry for !? I'm BITCH ! Ya !

Badminton is your most favorite of your favorites !

I shouldn't stop you. =(

But I still can't use to it. You always throw me alone. Waiting for your accompany ALONE.

That feel is SUCKS !

Ohrrrrrrra. Let bygones be bygones kay !

97 days already. I'm so excited and looking forward to the Hundred-Day-Anniversary ! =)

Lee Yong Ling, I love you, always ^^

Huh.

Eyes very tired. Keep on closing themselves without consciousness.

And they are too dry. Yesterday lose so much water.

I better drink more water !

I've got so many homework =(

argh !!

Shit la. I'm moody right now !

Tired but have to endure !

FRUSTRATED with lots of EXHAUSTION !

=(

97 days.

I.L.Y, L.A.L

SIAO.

想骂你王八蛋 !

我欲哭无泪 ! 欲恨不舍 ! 欲气无火 !

李永凌，你真的很王八 ! 王八到我越来越来爱你你知道吗 !

我说过，能的话请你尽量缩短你打球的时间

可是你昨天却从6点打球打到12点，1点..

我说6点自己回，你不爽，摆臭脸..

因为朋友都6点才回..

最后我还是选择丢下朋友，跟你一起5点回家..

结果，我到家不久，你跟我说到打球的地方了..

打你的球，丢下我一个人，在家..

我昨天很快气消了.. 因为我忍..

忍多了，还是会有爆发的一天..

我真的受够了..

很累，很累，很累 !

我从来没有那么痛苦过..

从来没有.. 完全没有..

互相容忍，互相体谅..

我是第一个破了这誓言的人..

我忍不住了 !

你的时间，都是打球，练球，绑线，教球..

你累了，不过有打球，你一样还是不排除任何理由照样打你的球..

你累了，没有打球，在家，跟我说：“老婆，我很累..............” 回了你的信息，我就再也没有收到你的回复.. 睡了..

有时间陪我，你是睡觉的..

有时间打球，你累了，一样没事，不累，还到半夜才回家..

你知道你这样会让我觉得我在心中似乎没有立足之地吗 !

我好像不重要了..

全都变了..

刚开始的时候，很少听你说打球的.. 时间都用在陪我..

久了，应该是开始不在乎了吧，打球，每天打球打到半夜才回家.. 打到忘记我..

昨天你电话没电，没钱，我只好体谅你，忍了下来..

中午一点你教完球，问你等下是不是打球 ?

你说很累，不想去，只想陪我..

陪我，配到睡觉..

从4点，睡到现在11点半，还在睡梦当中..

7点叫你，你还是说很累，要我10点多叫你起来..

我想，不必了.. 你还是会睡去的.. 随你..

我不重要了..

我被你忽略..

我曾被你当成是宝，现在是报.. 不要的报纸 !

很享受被你爱的感觉..

因为那很幸福..

现在，我必须“享受”等你的滋味..

而且，我还要硬着头皮认为等你也是很幸福的事情..

李永凌，你真的很过分 !

王八蛋 ! 猪头脑 !

我这次真的气难消了 !

我不想再那么容易忍气吞声 !

忍耐是很痛苦的事情 !

我不想理你了 !

电脑键盘上的水滴，都是我的泪水..

到厕所洗脸，从下巴滴下的水珠，我分不清楚它是泪水还是清水..

为了，我豁出去了..

什么都是你最重要..

我几乎把朋友也给忽略了..

你要我怎样，你才肯包容我一点..

让我有一点喘气的空间，自由的空间可以吗 ?

我真的很辛苦..

并不是我想象中的幸福..

被你约束，我知道是你害怕，你爱我..

我已经在配合你了.. 为什么你都不听我的..

你拥有超自尊的大男人主义..

你知道太大男人主义，女生会讨厌的吗 !

还是你最爱的只有你自己，我是次要的..

我真的不重要了..

不要说我想太多，我真的有这种被抛弃的感觉..

输给一个女人还能被接受..

但是我现在竟然败在球的手上..

我真的很可悲...

李永凌，我真的受够了..

我很累很累很累很累很累 !

泪水，放纵地在我脸颊上划下..

甚至又让我不知不觉的喝下它..

暗示着我，我还要再忍，在加油..

我睡不着..

情绪非常低落..

篮球班级赛昨天也输掉了..

我现在真的等于行尸走肉..

乱乱杠 !

中午跟Comma和ChaNee去McD.

靠.. 好多人 ~

然后回学校，再走路到southern park去练球..

找老公咯..

还有comma要看到的人 :D

BUAHAHAHA.

她今天应该睡不着了 !

高一电输了比赛..

但是没有输了自己..

不一定是要赢，从中获得教训、知识、技巧才是赢家 =)

加油啊 ~

高一电，你们都很棒 !

明天到我们班女生比了..

Comma主将.. 我们跟定你了 !

三廉，尽力而为 !

我也认真的，我不想拿第一场就拿鸡蛋 !

呃!!!!

现在已经很紧张了 !

明天怎么办 !

心脏快要跳出来了啦 !!

SIAO.

唉~

今天男生对初三孝，输了..

没关系啦.. 输了比赛，但赢了友情..

下一场的比赛，尽力而为吧~

初三廉，加油加油加油 !

今天练球体能..

靠... =( 很久没练了，好喘 ! 很快就喘了 !

而且，knn地脚痛 !

痛到爸爸都不认得，哈哈 !

然后体能结束了，整个脸像红鸡蛋那样 ==

每个看到我的人都说：“哇 ! 心媛你的脸很红啊 !”

显啦 .. 我的皮下红色素细胞多啦 !

明天教师节暨兴华中学校庆 ~

1点就放学了 ! 耶 ^^

最喜欢有典礼了.. 因为很好玩 哈哈哈

还有明天老公的班有打比赛 !

加油咯 !

电死你电死你 ! 哈哈 ~

好累了 ..........

怎么办 .............

睡啦 ~~~

SIAO.